Wanna still Playboy, little boy?
This project is my interpretation of Playboy. First and foremost, a woman chooses whom she wants to be with, while a man offers himself to her. Women have the power to give life. Let him ground. And now, even to visit a church, one must purchase a candle.
And you allow him to enter your temple for the words of love? Value yourselves, Goddess.
They say there are no distinctions between men and women anymore—that everyone is equal.
But why doesn’t it seem to work for us?
There’s a clear imbalance: women are forced to become strong, tapping into their Mars energy to take care of themselves, while many men remain stuck in a childish phase, fail to truly value women, taking their energy for granted.
For generations, women have been reduced to mere sexual objects. Sex sells they say..
Cities and countries were built by men, guided by the divine masculine energy inspired by the feminine essence of the Goddesses. So why do you expect women to pay an entrance fee to a club, and why would you touch them without their consent?
Now look at the next shots carefully. That is my middle finger to the concept where women body is your erection.
This photograph was exhibited at Fetishnale Festival at Untergeschoss der Pandora Art Gallery (06.12-08.12.2024). I love this event that celebrates fetish culture. With my punk side, I couldn’t simply portray a woman as a traditional Mistress in latex. A powerful creator, who is intimidating and seducing with the mystery and unique image, blowing the mind with the ability to create its own reality is my fetish, and in my world, women would embody that.
Can you guess if the guns are real?
This project has given me a space to express my feelings about the Berlin scene, as I navigate and play in this unique playground. Connecting with so many beautiful souls has been enlightening, but I’ve also noticed the presence of countless demons and dark angels.
In this city, I see stunning creatures allowing themselves to be used and abused, drawn into the seductive darkness of Berlin’s purgatory. Wasting their energy on drugs and superficial connections only pulls them further into the rabbit hole. It’s a magical place, where everything seems possible, and even your darkest sides are embraced. But why does the price of this freedom feel so high?
I underwent a profound transformation, descending into the depths of addiction, losing myself, grappling with suicidal thoughts, and experiencing betrayal from loved ones. But most significantly, I reached a point where I renounced art and my desire to grow as an artist—the main goal that had once driven me to move to Berlin. It was there that I found a way to return to life and rediscover myself. If you feel lost: there is nothing wrong with you. You are worthy of love, abundance, and happiness. Your life is a miracle—don’t let anyone or anything make you feel otherwise.
We have the power to change and create the fucking Heaven for us as it’s enough Wars in 2024. Chasing multiple rabbits at once can leave you with nothing. The love of one person is a precious gift—something you must earn and prove yourself worthy of.
Spawned as a rebel
We’re the fallen Angels
We had sex with the Devil
So we’re kicked out from Heaven
Limbus is our home for now
in the materialization world
Embracing the darkness of pleasure
We are reborn on the planet Venus
Love is the key. Meditate. Take care of yourself. Exercise, you little bitch. Reclaim your strength. Connect with your divine power and step into your potential. Become a God.
Special thanks to Prisma Bar and my incrediable models:
Seilor Pain
Cyberbarbie
Foxy Liliac
Mistress Lu