Four days filled with love, art, latex, connection, and wild beauty shared with my chosen family – Let’Z Fetish. It was my first show as a submissive, and I loved every moment of it. Performing on that grand stage before such a stunning latex crowd was an absolute honor. And that kiss with Lu…unforgettable. Being up there, lost in the moment, felt like one of the most powerful experiences of my life.
I can’t not to share what an amazing time we had with Mistress Lu and Melina — our dear friend from Amsterdam, who took such wonderful care of us the whole time. Melina is a latex forest witch in my eyes, that is what she it. She even treated us to a girls’ latex day, taking us to the best shop in town, DeMask, where she also works. We got to try on the coolest outfits, and now I feel completely ready to start my own latex collection!
And of course, we had our special bonding moment with the amazing Melina, who reconnected me with Amsterdam (my last visit in Amsterdam was tough due to taking the whole cupcake and having the out of the body expirience). Amsterdam was my first EU love, but when I met Berlin, my heart found its home.
When she came to Berlin next, we captured some magical night-time city photos together — and she made me fall in love with my favorite city all over again.
She is a witch of the rare kind, wearing jewelry crafted from bones.
Returning to Amsterdam was an incredible trip, full of love and memories that will stay in my heart forever.
Sharing some series of intense, beautiful shots we made with Seladon Hex in the Atrium who’s an androgynous dominatrix and the lead singer of the band Totenwald.
A special night with Mistress Lu and Ari Denaro it was truly memorable for me. My two special American subs came back to Berlin, excited to have another session with me. I first met them on April 13, 2024, when I ran the dungeon alone for the very first time, one of the best nights of my life.
It is a quiet joy when they return, drawn once more to the place where they belong, for none can hold them as you do.
That night was pure joy as it always is. Moments like these remind me how beautiful my life is.
These photos were created in 2020 in collaboration with the amazing Natalie Petek and XSech. Berlin had never felt as charming as it did that year—when the world came to a halt, I had the chance to truly experience the depth of the city’s underground scene.
Some of them were exhibited at my first exhibition in 2020 at Untergeschoss der Pandora Art Gallery. Later on it turned out into the collection ‘Behind Closed Doors’. The prints you can find at my Collection page.
Our third photoshooting with TENNIN for a new single “Ceux Qui Restent.”
This track ranks among my top musical discoveries of the past year. I have a feeling it will remain a lifelong favorite. Thank you, TENNIN, for this masterpieace!
This project is my interpretation of Playboy. First and foremost, a woman chooses whom she wants to be with, while a man offers himself to her. Women have the power to give life. Let him ground. And now, even to visit a church, one must purchase a candle. And you allow him to enter your temple for the words of love? Value yourselves, Goddess.
They say there are no distinctions between men and women anymore—that everyone is equal. But why doesn’t it seem to work for us? There’s a clear imbalance: women are forced to become strong, tapping into their Mars energy to take care of themselves, while many men remain stuck in a childish phase, fail to truly value women, taking their energy for granted.
For generations, women have been reduced to mere sexual objects. Sex sells they say..
Cities and countries were built by men, guided by the divine masculine energy inspired by the feminine essence of the Goddesses. So why do you expect women to pay an entrance fee to a club, and why would you touch them without their consent?
Now look at the next shots carefully. That is my middle finger to the concept where women body is your erection.
This photograph was exhibited at Fetishnale Festival at Untergeschoss der Pandora Art Gallery (06.12-08.12.2024). I love this event that celebrates fetish culture. With my punk side, I couldn’t simply portray a woman as a traditional Mistress in latex. A powerful creator, who is intimidating and seducing with the mystery and unique image, blowing the mind with the ability to create its own reality is my fetish, and in my world, women would embody that.
Can you guess if the guns are real?
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This project has given me a space to express my feelings about the Berlin scene, as I navigate and play in this unique playground. Connecting with so many beautiful souls has been enlightening, but I’ve also noticed the presence of countless demons and dark angels.
In this city, I see stunning creatures allowing themselves to be used and abused, drawn into the seductive darkness of Berlin’s purgatory. Wasting their energy on drugs and superficial connections only pulls them further into the rabbit hole. It’s a magical place, where everything seems possible, and even your darkest sides are embraced. But why does the price of this freedom feel so high?
I underwent a profound transformation, descending into the depths of addiction, losing myself, grappling with suicidal thoughts, and experiencing betrayal from loved ones. But most significantly, I reached a point where I renounced art and my desire to grow as an artist—the main goal that had once driven me to move to Berlin. It was there that I found a way to return to life and rediscover myself. If you feel lost: there is nothing wrong with you. You are worthy of love, abundance, and happiness. Your life is a miracle—don’t let anyone or anything make you feel otherwise.
We have the power to change and create the fucking Heaven for us as it’s enough Wars in 2024. Chasing multiple rabbits at once can leave you with nothing. The love of one person is a precious gift—something you must earn and prove yourself worthy of.
Spawned as a rebel We’re the fallen Angels We had sex with the Devil So we’re kicked out from Heaven Limbus is our home for now in the materialization world Embracing the darkness of pleasure We are reborn on the planet Venus
Love is the key. Meditate. Take care of yourself. Exercise, you little bitch. Reclaim your strength. Connect with your divine power and step into your potential. Become a God.
Special thanks to Prisma Bar and my incrediable models: Seilor Pain Cyberbarbie Foxy Liliac Mistress Lu